six more days.

i DO know that my last post was the 24th of may. i DO know that this blog has accumulated virtual cobwebs. i DO know that people have been asking me why is it so dead around here. here's why. i figured that anyone who wants to know about me, already know what's going on in my life now that i am back in singapore. honestly, i did not know why i kept a blog before. i mean a blog for friends to read how i'm doing when i'm in the states make sense. but when i was still in singapore? any how, i'm been having the time of my life back home that i didn't realise i have only 6 more days before i fly off. GAHH.. yes.. only six.. time really flies when you're having fun.

this entry is super hard to write. i cannot continue without being emo. i want to type this online for everyone to see because i think people who are important to me deserve to know that they are appreciated.

i will miss my family, the most important people in my life. thank you for the surprise birthday party you guys threw for me. it was really sweet and God knows i was trying my best to hold back tears. it didn't just made my day, it made my summer vacation!

i will miss slamuryl phitrol, the recess gang, the swimmers, the synchro girls, rachtan - each group so important to me, you guys can never run away from me again!! muahaha.

i suppose the i first left, i wasn't really prepared to leave. it hadn't really sunk in yet. but this time, i've made my peace and i'm ready to go. i think. haha. oh wells. we'll know when i get on the plane. oh and a big plus, my sis would be coming with me. this i'm looking forward to. all the future bickering, making up, shopping time, fighting, good food she'll cook for me..

my only regret, i'm going to miss ndp this year. it's suppose to be really good! a floating stage! beat that! singapore, i sure as hell will miss you.