invisible shield

i just got back from my bangkok shopping trip which was totally wicked!!i spent and spent and spent and spent and spent and spent and spent!i bought tonnes of stuff.don't wanna write down cos..it's really a lot.haha.my brother's a real idiot!do you know what he did in bangkok?you know those bendy metal things that all muscle man have at home?it's coiled in the middle.anyway,my scrawny brother,not being strong enought to bend it,made use of his head to do so!and in doing so,he caught a lot of hair in between the coiled part of the tool.not realising,my brother just let go of the whole thing,pulling a whole tuff of hair out!yes!a whole tuff!haha.it was hilarious.i bet it hurt a lot cos there was no expression on his face when he asked my mom whether or not he had a bald spot on his head.it was totally hilarious!!i will never forget that incident.

my mom has stipulated two rules in the house.one,never let my dad shop with me.well this is cos my dad kinda gives in to me most of the time and i have a 'little' tendency to buy lots of stuff,or stuff which are pretty costly.the second rule is never let my dad shop by himself.because normally when my dad shops with the whole family,he never really gets to shop properly cos it's like four people waiting for one person.so my dad rarely gets to shop.the one chance he actually gets to shop,my dad WILL spend.take today for example.when my dad goes to buy new spectacles with my family,he would normally buy the affordable-type frames.today,when he went by himself,he got himself a pair of oakley spectacles!my mom totally freaked out!haha.my uncle was laughing soo hard.my dad told my mom that he deserved it.my mom was about to faint right there and then on the floor.

you'd think that with the holidays here,i'd have more time to go out and have fun right?wrong.everyone's so busy flying away,not that i didn't too,going to work,looking for jobs and stuff.seeing that i haven't found a job,and don't intend to til january,i haven't been able to call friends out.

i'll be honest.i really don't like this holiday idea.i've been such a nocturnal introvert ever since the holidays started and i totally hate it.very soon,this nocturnal introvert will very well become a sleeping beastie.lazing around at home in front of the couch,too lazy to really do anything.

and when i think that i know pretty much all that i have to know,someone turns around and throws me a shocker.and then i suddenly realise,hey,maybe it all isn't what i thought it was.oh wells.i haven't really decided what exactly i'm gonna do about it but i'm just gonna do what the star of 'the girl next door' did - just go with it.

see!the holidays has turned me into an emo kid!yucks! -no offfense to those who take pride in wallowing in dark emotions and are too stubborn to just see the jollier side of life.