up and down this crazy road

I'll be thoroughly surprise if anyone finds they're way here within these few days. I removed the -sgirl from the blog address cos it was starting to seem a little primary school to me (one of the signs of aging, acknowledging you WERE once young, childish, naive and positively stupid).

It's been a rollarcoaster day for me, yes, day. I'm actually really really grateful that it is almost over. I only pray that the girls tonight won't give me too much trouble. I'm a little press for time on finishing their routine. I've had plenty of assurance from the mother committee that the dateline set for us coaches was just a goal and that the routines can be as rough as possible and that the girls need not perform it perfect. But right now, I have something to prove. And with the happenings of the past two days, I have to prove myself big so I won't let anyone down.

On a more serious note, I have a life-changing decision to make. (Everyday seems to pose a life-changing decision for me. I thought I just settled one this morning and half an hour later, another one pops up!) My dream has finally come true. Gist is, I'm about to make a big move. But I don't think I am ready to drop everything I have going now and leave (a little deja vu, no?). I really want to. But I don't think I can. But if I don't, I am going to be swarmed next year and I really do foresee myself struggling.

This whole "planning your life" thing is no fun. Nothing the adults do is fun. What a twisted sick joke. Why, oh why, did we, as young gullible kids, think that our parents were living the life! Like I said, STUPID!

Later today..
I have officially reached my crisis quota for today. bah. I guess when trouble comes, three's a good number.

Lauren dropped a bomb today. I was literally blown away. I heard the words that were coming from her mouth, I just refused to accept it. The already tiny trio is about to break up. Where would that leave the rest of us? Right now, your guess is just as good as ours.

But as I got thinking, maybe this isn't a bad time to happen at all. The Big Guy Upstairs sure has a GOOD sense of humor and pretty awesome timing. If I, or He, plays my/His cards right, I might have a pretty excellent happily ever after.

Oh well, TGIW people and welcome back Project Runway.

Much much later today..
Serious question. Did anyone know why bikers dude/dudettes wear bandanas?? I always thought that it was just one biker dude liked it and the look caught on. Dehhhh.. wrong! Apparently, it serves a functional purpose! It's to hide the horrible helmet hair (both dudes and dudettes cos I guess most biker dudes have long hair? Or am I stereotyping?) you get after wearing the helmet! Fashionable AND functional! I never knew! Lesson courtesy of the Real Housewives of Orange County.

I should be in bed by now.